Catching Feelings – The Finale.
Have you ever held hot shit before?
Before you squeeze your face, hear me out. You know that kind that hooks you when you’re out and if you’re like me that doesn’t know how to use public toilets, you have to wait till you get home.
This is how I feel right now as I wait for Amara to show. It is like I’m inside traffic and hot shit is terrorizing me.
My palms are sweaty, my brain is singing, my feet won’t stop shaking because nervousness is trying to disgrace me.
She walks in at exactly 2:05 and it feels like all the air in the room takes it leave in reverence to her beauty.
She is stunning.
In a pictures don’t do her justice kind of way and how could they?
How do you capture this aura in one frozen moment?
Remember how I said she’s not the in your face kind of beautiful?
Yeah, she really isn’t.
Everything about her is really simple which makes it even more baffling.
How is it that she takes my breath away in jeans and a simple shirt? How?
I see her hands twiddle and I can tell she’s shy.
I almost can’t believe it.
Shy? For me? How?
I try my best not to act like an idiot but it’s hard, I can’t lie.
She walks up to me and smiles in that way that can make you loose your sense.
“Hi M. We finally meet in person”
I swear. I’m going to marry this girl.
Mark my word.
To you who has been reading,
You don’t deserve a half hearted love.
You deserve a one in a million, head over heels crazy about you love.
You deserve a love that fights for you and chooses you.
A love that seeks to empower you and not drain you.
A love that prioritizes you and puts you first.
A love that forsakes all others for your sake – the kind that leaves the 99 to chase after you.
You deserve a love that makes your heart sing.
The first person to show me this kind of love is Jesus and he’s crazy about you too.
When you know this love, your standards skyrocket.
No one should take you for eediat.
You deserve better.
You are worth finding, you are worth knowing.
You are a treasure.
Never see yourself as anything less.